Paul Beakley Have you read my posts? I’m pretty sure the only secret I have is that most people haven’t seen all of what’s in my pants.

It is challenging, though, when we start looking at our emotional and personal relationships with games and creativity. For me, creating is a need. I often don’t even want to do it – I have to. Writing is like that – I have a blog that I write on that only I think 3 people read, and I only write there because I ache if I don’t. Design is just getting shit out of my head – but I want it to be Exceptional and Interesting and Exciting! I want people to want my games as much as I need to make them, and “everyone else has done this but I guess I’ll try my best” never feels enough, hence, novelty, desperation for something fascinating, and never really knowing how to actually finish a project because it’s never Enough.